I'm just asking for a PEACEFUL life, free of all these drama and unneeded excitement. Is that too much to ask?
I noticed that my inherent desire to avoid conflict and to appear "in-control" and "perfect" toward others, also apply to people close to me that I love. I hate having the reputation of my loved ones marred unjustly (or not). I'll find all ways I can to right it.
*sigh I can't sleep and it sucks.
I wish this drama can end as soon as possible. Why the fuck does the flood gate have to open? And how does He actually have such a obvious showman streak that I was never even aware of? It's a side that's not shown to me for sure.. -_-
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